haha burn! you're self centered and a scummy piece of shit.

tumblr.

littlederekbigcity.tumblr.com/

peace.

too bright to see, too loud to hear

venom and hope.

"I hope you're not well, I hope things aren't fine.
I hope your body dies, long before your mind.
I hope you reach for help with hands that refuse to reach.
I hope you try to scream with a voice that just won't scream.
I sincerely hope your last breath is mine."

l0l irl,

suh kEwl.

srsly?

happy with everything lately.

please.

pine tree state.

you're my north star when i'm lost and far away.

forever fucked.

All we've got is nothing. The road we chose was long, and far too hard. And the sight of you brings no rest. Just more to bear and everything to lose. This silence says it all, and I wish I'd never heard. But I've been tired for so long now, and nothing seems to matter anymore. So sing me to sleep with a lullaby of lies, because I'm broken now, lying on an empty floor. And all I got was "forever". This fire burns with hope, and fear, and need. But I've seen too many night to ever let it die. Love is only a word. I've searched for answers and all I've found was a liar and a thief in you. Yesterday you saved me from the world. Today you took it all away. How come it's our best years that always end the worst? And they never seem to end. So maybe they were right. It takes some time, but in the end, everyone goes down.

Woke up from a nightmare and tried to go back to sleep. these days it's not the nightmares that are killing me, it's what comes next. at least in nightmares, i know what i'm running from. and i'm scared, but fear seems better than the truth. these days, my dreams are all that's real...it's my life that's all just make believe. and i know how it ends, but i can't help but watch. so caught up, i'm breaking down. it's getting harder to pretend i care where i land. i want to feel, i'm just scared of what that means. i remember when i could smile without feeling like such a liar, i just wish i would have wrote it down. you ask if there's an end in sight...i wish i had an answer. you should have asked me back when i was young. because i've had everything, and all i want is more. when you're sick of standing, you just fall.

Don't know what i would have had to write about if there wasn't you, or if i ever would have wrote at all. they said it wouldn't last... nothing ever does. but you and me, we're different, always were. stuck together forever, whatever that will mean. everything is still all wrong, and we're still all that's real. the only words i've ever meant was when i said i'd do anything for you. see, our claws stretch deep inside, and that's where they'll stay. you say you're lucky you have me, but i had nothing before you had me... nothing to care about and no songs to sing. i've seen the world singing songs about you. we said we'd see the world, you gave it to me. so we're stuck together forever, you and me. stuck together forever, no matter what that means.

resolution.

We walk in circles. We love in circles. We talk in circles. We live in circles. i can't live like this. i can't keep living this. we're always moving on, always moving back. back to the same place. so familiar, but it isn't home... just where we come to forget. how many times can you write the same song in a different way? how many times can you live the same life on a different day? nobody lives in circles, they just forget. they just survive.

we live in circles, the same people with different faces. we sing the same songs in different keys. we love in circles, a little less with every turn. i've never loved like that before, and i don't think i will again. and it's coming back again, it's ending where it started. and i'd give everything to do it all again. you never love like that again (the first time), and the longer that you live, the less you feel alive. and we don't die for anything anymore. i'd kill to feel like that again, but i'm never going to feel like that again. so move on, hold on, or fucking fake it. either way, we're losing. either way i'm losing.

remember when this was everything? in a way, it still is. i want to feel that way again. but you don't feel in circles, you just live. you just fall. i'll find it again, in a different place. in a different time, with a different face. i'll keep moving, because i've got to keep moving. just take whatever's left. my heart is dry. this is my last breath. this used to be everything. i gave everything.

goodbye.21709

Have Heart- the machinist

one nine nine four.

i can't wait for this dvd documentary.

blink 182 #3

They announced the reunion on the grammys a few minutes ago. finally. and not just a reunion, a tour, or anything but they are back. a band once again.

"Hi. We're blink-182. This past week there’ve been a lot of questions about the current status of the band, and we wanted you to hear it straight from us. To put it simply, We're back. We mean, really back. Picking up where we left off and then some. In the studio writing and recording a new album. Preparing to tour the world yet again. Friendships reformed. 17 years deep in our legacy.

Summer 2009.

Thanks and get ready..."

myspace.com/blink182
www.blink182.com

Verse breaks up.

well... months ago it was rumored that verse would break up in february 09. looks like the rumor was true. there was also a rumor of the singer sean murphy breaking edge. Rumors ended up being false, but a few weeks ago he and his gf split ways and "he went out, bought a pack of ciggs, smoked them and got drunk, called me up to tell me and rambled about things then passed out" words from a very reliable source. and now february has come and verse is no more.

hands down one of the best bands ever.

blink 182 #2

supposedly a tour in may with forever the sickest kids?

nothing against forever the sickest kids, but please no.