Jeep!

I bought a 06 jeep wrangler unlimited today. I love it. It was destiny. I pick it up on Friday and I can't wait. I want it now... It's got the extended cab which means bigger back seat and trunk area. It's all black and all black interior. It really is amazing. I've always wanted a jeep! Actually I'm gonna post a pic.

Pretty much it, minus the stupid lights above the windshield.

Snaps.

Blaaaahhh.

I'm so fucking miserable. I been at work since 3pm. And I am so bored. Nothing to do and no one to talk to. Everyone's busy with their own shit or doing whatever. I just want to go home and sleep and forget all about today.

Water Runs Dry

I'm sitting here bored at work. I'm listening to A Loss For Words. Love them. There was only 5 check in's for today. There's now 4 left. I hate slow days. Sometimes I pray for them but most of the time i wish it would just be checking people in so the time goes by fast. Things I hate are when the phone rings and people ask if we're modern or a 4 star hotel or if we're in a good area. I also hate when people are on our website and asking questions when they could just as easily look it up...

I've been looking for another job. I called the Augusta Holiday Inn a couple weeks ago and the GM finally got back to me last week. They aren't currently hiring for front desk but she'll keep me on file close to the front because I'm employed by IHG and I have certain credentials.

I miss Katie. I always miss her most the day I leave and the day after. We just go for so long seeing each other together and then it's cut for like a week to two weeks. I been writing in a book journal lately of all the things I love about her and us. And everything I miss when I'm away from her. I think I'm gonna start doing that here too. A few things every now and then. Today she went to go work out! I think her going to work out is gonna get me to start again. I just wish she'd respond! I love you :p

-photo shoots in the basement
-sneaking kisses on your couch
-the run and jump
-snowy drives and spinning wheels
-parking at night in augusta
-awkward smiles
-late night texting saying i like you
-our first kiss, touch, and smell
-holding you holding me

Tired Eyes.

Woke up Thursday at 8am after having gone to bed at about 3:30am. Was up till Friday morning at 7:30am. Talk about shitty. I'm back at work now. It's 1:53am and I just wanna go back to my place and snuggle Katie.

Today we woke up around 2pm and watched the 25th hour with Ed Norton. We love you ed<3 We then got showered and dressed and went to Pizza Hut ITALIAN BISTRO! Don't know why the fancy name... It was a regular Pizza Hut to us. Then we went to the mall and I got a new flannel from American Eagle. Katie had me try on a bunch of stuff and we finally settled on what we liked. Then we went to Victorias secret! woo! I was gonna buy her stuff but she wouldnt let me. So on Sunday when we are in Boston... here we come lingerie stores! Then we went to Bath and Body Works. I got a bottle of Aromatheraphy Massage Oil. After that we went home and I gave Katie best back rub with the oil. And then we snuggled till I had to come to work.

And here I am. Bored for another 5 hours. But when I get out of work!!! Katie and I are going to this really awesome bakery and getting lots of desserts and treats. Then I'm sleeping all day!

Ben, hang out monday!?

1 No Show.

I'm sitting here at work eating bagel bites and drinking coke. I'd much rather be back home in my bed with my girlfriend. I'ts been about 2 weeks since we saw eachother last and today was kind of short and I miss her. I did not want to leave for work at 10:30pm. I never want to leave when it means you wont be coming with me. I miss you so much and knowing how close you are makes these next 5 hours go by so slow. I just want to curl up into bed with you and give backrubs and kisses all day. I don't even mind that you hog the blankets or the sheets come unattached everytime you sleep in my bed. Just knowing you're there next to me or holding me is so comforting. I need that every night. But every few nights every other week is holding me together. I love you Katie McConnell. Never forget that.