snaps.

anddddddd. fuck you.

16 days.

Only 16 days till Colby is home. I can't wait.

Rise Against.

I forgot how much I love this band. I just downloaded the whole discography. I wish they had an acoustic disc. I love their acoustic songs so much. They haven't changed their sound over the years either which I love. They play what they want to.

Also, check out this site for full cd's. I love it.
mp3locker.net

Awake.

I feel really awake today. The past few days I've just slept. And it's been nice and not so nice. Yesterday I was dieing. I couldnt even keep my eyes open at work. I planned on going to bed when I got home but ended up staying awake till about 12:30am. And I didn't get up till around 1:30pm. So that was a good sleep.

I'm driving to Katies after work tonight. Then tomorrow we're gonna watch the parade and have Thanksgiving. And I have to work at 11 tomorrow night which stinks. Oh well, it's worth it. I'm excited.

Truth.

Take a look at my life. I'm so very fucking far, from the person I aspire to be.

thedirty.com

Is a website for college kids to post people who suck, sluts, and drunk fools. Well Colby was looking at people who go to his school and hes browsing and he came across the funniest thing. ME. Someone sent in my picture and information about me. I'm dieing. It's so funny. I don't even go to ASU. ahahahahah.

http://www.thedirty.com/?p=64033#

"Photographers"

So many of you girls think you are amazing. But you aren't. Your parents got you an expensive camera. You use it on the automatic setting. You take pictures of your best friend, a tree, your pet, oh and the local bands. I guess that's all it takes to be a photographer these days.

Your pictures suck. You know who you are. Km and I could go through local people around here and more then half of them call themselves photographers. All of the pictures the same. Shitty. Find a new direction in life, because the one you're taking is going to come to a dead end soon.

Snaps.

Thanksgiving.

I wish it was Thursday. I've had a lot to be thankful for this year. 07 was a blaah year. 08 really got me back on track. You got my head straight. I wish it was Thursday morning.

Cool.

I can take a hint.

Another video of Josh

This time being this kid Camden that we know. More to come.

I've learned...

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. And it's not the end of the world. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people, it's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

I've learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done regardless of the consequences. I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it. I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean that they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different. I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life. I've learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you. I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I've learned that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains. I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I've learned that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe. I've learned to love and be loved.

Grave Maker

For real this bands awesome. Just got off a tour with Comeback Kid, Misery Signals, and Outbreak. Speaking of Outbreak, they played in Dover tonight at the brickhouse with Agnostic Front. It was ridiculous. So many skinheads. But anyways. Listen to this band. Download their cd.

Download it here.

Bird in the cage.

My girl, my girl, tell me why you look so sad...
Has the sun finally set on us?
Have you come to long for another's hand?
There's a feeling inside me that somethings leaving.
Like someone stealing salt from sea.
Left me sinking and left me thinking
how to keep you caged with me

Because I need you like air to breathe
Just to hold you.

dunno.